Saturday, October 31, 2015

New Cover Reveal For Standing On The Edge Of Goodbye

I'm so happy to be part of the Clean Reads Publishing Group. Their motto is "All story, no guilt."

My first inspirational romance, Standing On The Edge Of Goodbye will be released November 17th.


She gave up everything in the name of love and it almost cost Kate Alexander her life. Now alone and pregnant, can Kate accept the second chance at happiness Matt Stevens is offering. Can she trust him when he tells her love isn’t supposed to hurt?  
 
After the death of his son, Matt Stevens checked out on life and God, but when Kate shows up at his doorstep desperate and sick, Matt instinctively wants to help her and in the process finds himself thinking about things he’d written out of his life. Things like love and a future with Kate and her child.   

 
 
 
 
Here is an excerpt:
 
She  opened  her  eyes  to  a  darkness  so  intense  it  had  fused   itself  with  her  soul,  embracing  her  like  a  suffocating  blanket.  Her   head  throbbed.  Pain  sparked  from  her  left  temple  and  throughout   her  body.  It  felt  as  if  a  lightning  bolt  had  struck  her.     Kate  struggled  to  bring  her  scrambled  thoughts  into  focus.   Somewhere  in   the   distance,  a  car  horn  blared,  penetrating  the   fogginess  in  her  head.     Then  she  remembered.  He’d  made  good  on  his  promise  not   to  let  her  go.  Josh  had  taken  her  by  surprise  outside  of  the  low-­‐‑class   hotel  room  where  she’d  gone  to  escape  him,  mere  inches  away   from  freedom.     She  hadn’t  seen  his  face  before  the  blackness  descended.   There  was  no  need.  She  knew  who  had  taken  her.  The  man  of  her   nightmares.  Her  husband.     He’d  promised  to  love  and  honor  her  until  death  parted   them.  He’d  broken  that  promise  in  so  many  ways,  including  this   final  shattered  vow.  Death  wouldn’t  part  them.  She  would  be  with   him  forever,  even  to  the  end.   Kate  lifted  her  hands  and  felt  around  in  the  darkness;  her   fingers  touched  cold  metal,  above,  to  the  side.  All  around.  A  car’s   trunk?  It  made  sense.  He  wouldn’t  want  anyone  to  see  her  fear.   After  a  few  more  minutes  of  grasping,  she  recognized  matted   carpet,  a  spare  tire…and  something  far  worse.  A  shovel,  what  felt   like  plastic  bags,  and  a  tire  iron?  A  death  kit.     Her  death  kit.   The  once  distant,  blaring  horn  grew  closer.  The  car  she  was   in  swerved  on  the  road,  not  to  the  right,  but  left.  He  wasn’t  trying   to  avoid  the  accident.  He  was  deliberately  heading  into  the   oncoming  lane,  making  good  on  his  promise.  
The  impact  of  the  crash  sent  her  body  slamming  against  the   back  of  the  trunk.  What  followed  was  the  deafening  sound  of  metal   scraping  against  metal  as  the  two  cars  barreled  into  each  other  and   locked  together  like  dancers  united  in  a  macabre  dance.  Spinning,   then  sliding,  until  all  sense  of  direction  was  lost.     The  unsuspecting  vehicle  made  contact  with  something:  a   tree,  a  guardrail,  some  unknown  titan.  Josh’s  vehicle  broke  free,   accelerated,  then  propelled  onto  its  side,  plowed  across  asphalt,   sending  her  somersaulting  within  the  confines  of  the  trunk.  Her   head  bounced  against  the  top  as  the  car  came  to  rest  at  last.  Silence   followed.  Then  an  explosion  like  nothing  she’d  ever  heard.  Then   the  smell  of  acrid  smoke  as  the  tiny  car  burst  into  flames.       ****       “Ten  thousand  angels  listen  while  I  pray…”   Matt  Stevens  barely  recognized  his  own  voice  as  he  said   those  familiar  words  aloud  while  the  casket  of  the  woman  who  had   become  closer  than  a  friend  was  slowly  lowered  into  the  frozen   Colorado  ground.     He  knew  the  poem  by  heart.  In  fact,  he’d  lost  count  of  the   number  of  times  he’d  heard  it  in  the  past.  After  all,  it  was  Rachel   Bowers’  favorite  poem.  She  had  recited  those  words  to  him  so   many  times  in  the  past.  Rachel  never  got  tired  of  hearing  those   simple,  childlike  words.     But  today  she  wouldn’t  be  smiling  as  he  spoke  them  aloud   to  the  group  of  people  gathered  to  pay  their  final  respects  to  a   woman  who  had  touched  everyone  she  met,  including  Matt.   “Ten  thousand  angels  watch  over  me  through  my  days.”   Rachel  had  all  but  forced  her  way  into  his  life  and  his  heart,   and  she’d  almost  accomplished  the  impossible.   She   had  almost   convinced  him  to  start  living  again.     Almost…until  death  had  taken  her  away.   “Ten  thousand  angels  bring  God’s  smile  on  morning  rays,
Ten  thousand  angels  will  lead  me  home  and  guide  me  on  that  final
day.”  
The  stark  noise  of  chunks  of  earth  hitting  the  casket  brought   it  all  home  to  Matt  once  again.  Just  like  that  time  a  little  more  than  a   year   earlier   when  he’d   stood  over  his  son’s  grave  in  this  very   cemetery.  Death  was  final  and  lacking  in  dignity,  yet  no  one,  no   matter  how  innocent,  got  out  of  it.     This  was  it.  This  grave  was  to  be  Rachel’s  final  resting  place.   There  was  no  future  for  her  beyond  that  sound.  Just  a  few  words   said  over  a  grave.   Matt’s  mouth  twisted  into  a  bitter  smile  as  he  thought  about   how  Rachel  would  react  to  hearing  that.  He  could  almost  hear  her   arguing  with  him.  She’d  argued  about  God  and  eternity  right  up   until  the  very  end.   Yet  in  spite  of  Rachel’s  belief  in  a  loving  God  who  sent  those   angels  she  loved  so  much  to  guide  His  children  into  eternal  peace,   none  of  those  things  had  been  true  for  her.     Her  final  hours  had  been  spent  with  only  the  shell  of  the   man  Matt  had  become  to  comfort  her.  Not  even  her  granddaughter,   the  love  of  her  life  according  to  Rachel,  had  been  there  with  her  to   ease  those  final  moments.   As  much  as  he  wished  she  was  right  about  God,  in  the  end,   Rachel  had  been  wrong.  There  wasn’t  any  such  thing  as  a  loving   God,  or  eternity  for  that  matter.  There  was  only  this  life.  This  end.   Surely  the  final  proof  of  all  those  things  had  been  an  old  woman   dying  alone.     The  truth  was  that  poem,  like  all  of  Rachel’s  beliefs,  was   little  more  than  faded  words  tucked  away  in  a  worn  out  Bible  that   had  once  belonged  to  a  dead  woman.
 

Monday, February 23, 2015

An Interview With God...

Ever wish you could talk with God about life, love, the problems of the world? We'll here's your chance. This video is awesome.


https://vimeo.com/8898059

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

From death to life

A few years back we had a huge drought in our area that killed a lot of trees. Yesterday when I was out walking I took this picture. On the trunk of this dead tree, there are dozens of white mushrooms growing.

This reminds me of what Jesus did for us. Because of His death, burial and resurrection we have life.

God is good.


All the best...

Mary

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

My Mom's Cornbread Dressing and The Greatest Gift Of All





My Mom's Cornbread Dressing
 
Ingredients:
2 boxes of Krusteaz (1t ounce) box of Honey Cornbread
1 cup diced onion
4 boiled eggs diced
 
1 can of cream of chicken soup
1/2 teaspoon ground black pepper
2 -3 (this depends on taste) cans chicken broth Remember the cornbread dries the dressing so you may have to add more
1/8 pound sage sausage
2 uncooked eggs
4 teaspoon dried sage (I use a lot more but this is to fit your taste so do accordingly)
Directions:
1.Prepare cornbread in large pan according to package directions. Cool and crumble.
2.Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C).
3.In a large baking pan, combine cornbread, onions, soup, broth, all eggs (boiled and uncooked), sausage, sage, and mix thoroughly. I usually wait on the raw eggs until I've tasted the mix to make sure it has the correct flavor I want then I add the raw eggs.  
4.Bake in the preheated over for 30 to 45 minutes
 

Tuesday, December 23, 2014

My Favorite Sweet Potato Casserole Recipe

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This has become another Christmas favorite at my house. The sweet potato casserole.


Gourmet Sweet Potato Classic
 
Ingredients:
5 sweet potatoes
1/4 teaspoon salt
1/4 cup butter
2 eggs
1 teaspoon vanilla extract
1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1/2 cup white sugar
2 tablespoons heavy cream
1/4 cup butter, softened
3 tablespoons all-purpose flour
3/4 cup packed light brown sugar
1/2 cup chopped pecans
Directions:


1.Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C). Lightly grease a 9x13 inch baking dish.
2.Bake sweet potatoes 35 minutes in the preheated oven, or until they begin to soften. Cool slightly, peel, and mash.
3.In a large bowl, mix the mashed sweet potatoes, salt, 1/4 cup butter, eggs, vanilla extract, cinnamon, sugar, and heavy cream. Transfer to the prepared baking dish.
4.In a medium bowl, combine 1/4 cup butter, flour, brown sugar, and chopped pecans. Mix with a pastry blender or your fingers to the consistency of course meal. Sprinkle over the sweet potato mixture.
5.Bake 30 minutes in the preheated oven, until topping is crisp and lightly browned

I hope you enjoy it.


Mary
 
 

Monday, December 22, 2014

Christmas Recipes





It's almost here. What a special time of the year it is when we celebrate the birth of Jesus.
This week I thought I'd share some of my favorite Christmas recipes with you.

For our family, Christmas wouldn't be the same without the green bean casserole. Here's my recipe for it.


Green Bean Casserole

 

Ingredients: What you’ll need

 

 

About 3 to 4 cups of fresh green beans cooked and drained, (don’t forget to remove the strings) 

 

3/4 cup milk

 

1 (10.75 ounce) can condensed cream of mushroom soup

1/3 of a 16 ounce block of Velveeta cheese. (I've tried different types of cheeses but nothing gives the correct flavor like Velveeta.  

1/3 can (10.75 ounce) of Campbell's Cream of Mushroom Soup with Roasted Garlic

 
French fried onions for topping. I also mix in a handful for flavor. (see my French fried onion recipe below)

 

Salt and pepper to taste

 

 

Directions:

 

1. Preheat oven to 350 degrees F (175 degrees C).

2. In a medium casserole dish mix together cooked green beans, milk, both cream of mushroom soups, the cheese, and a handful of onion strings.

3. Bake for 25 minutes in the preheated oven, until heated through and bubbly. Sprinkle remaining onions over the top, and return to the oven for 5 minutes. Season with salt and pepper to taste.


Ingredients  


  • 2 large onions, sliced into thin rings
  • 2 cups milk
  • 2 cups all-purpose flour (I use gluten free)
  • oil
  • salt

Directions

  1. Soak the onions in the milk for 5 minutes.
  2. Heat the oil in a large skillet or deep fryer.
  3. Take a handful of onions and run them through the flour with a fork to coat.
  4. Fry in batches in the oil, stirring as needed to brown evenly.
  5. Drain on paper towels and season to taste.
  6. Store in an air-tight container

 
I hope you enjoy it...

Mary

Sunday, December 21, 2014

The Fourth Magi

The Fourth Magi

Each year, our pastor reads the story of the fourth magi. I love this story. I hope it warms your heart.



Artaban's Gifts - A Story

In the days of Herod the king, when the Saviour of the world, was born in a poor cave near Bethlehem, an enormous star suddenly lit up the sky over the countries of the East. The star shone with a bright, dazzling light and slowly but steadily moved in one direction, towards the land of the Hebrews. The astronomers, or magi as they were called, took note of this new light. They thought it was a sign from God that somewhere had been born the Great King, whose coming had been foretold in the Hebrew books, the King of Righteousness, the Deliverer of people from evil, the Teacher of a new, righteous life. Several of them, who devoted themselves especially diligently to the study of God's truth on earth, and were grieved by the extent of men's wickedness, decided to go seek for the newborn King, to worship Him and serve Him. Just where they would find Him, they didn't know; perhaps they would have to travel a long time. At that time the route towards the Hebrew land was dangerous. They decided to gather first in a specified place, and then to proceed together in a caravan, following the star in search of the Great King.

Together with the other magi, the great Persian wise man Artaban prepared for the journey. He sold all his possessions, his elegant home in the capital, and with the money he bought three precious gems: a sapphire, a ruby and a pearl. These jewels were extremely costly; a whole fortune was paid for them. Indeed, they were each uniquely beautiful. One shone like a piece of blue sky in a starry night; another burned brighter than a brilliant sunrise; the third surpassed in whiteness the snowy mountain peaks. All of this, together with a heart full of the most fervent, unreserved love, Artaban was going to lay at the feet of the newly-born King of righteousness and goodness.

In his house Artaban gathered for the last time his close friends, said his good-byes and departed on his journey. It was several days' ride to the gathering place, but Artaban was confident he wouldn't be late. He had a strong, swift horse; he had precisely calculated the time it would take, and each day he covered the appointed distance. The last twenty-four hours arrived with only a few dozen miles to his destination, and he chose to ride all night in order to arrive by dawn. His faithful horse was still far from worn out; the night breeze was cool; in the infinite sky above shone the new star, like a bright lamp burning before the altar of God. "There it is, God's sign!" said Artaban to himself, keeping his eyes fixed on the star. "The Great King is coming to us from the sky, and soon, Lord, I shall see You."

"Faster, my friend! Increase your pace!" he encouraged his horse, gently slapping the reins.

The horse responded, his hooves pounding louder and faster along the road through the forest of palm trees. The darkness began to dissipate; here and there came the chirping of awakening birds. One could sense the nearness of morning. Suddenly the horse drew up short, snorted and started to move backwards. Artaban peered into the half-light and there, almost under the horse's very hooves, he saw a man lying. He quickly dismounted and inspected the prostrate figure. He turned out to be a Jew, exhausted by a raging fever. One could have taken him for dead but for the weak, barely audible groans which broke intermittently from his cracked lips. Artaban deliberated: to pass by, to hasten to the meeting place, leaving the sick man was something his conscience wouldn't allow; but to remain with the Jew in order to revive him would take several hours, and he would be late for the rendez-vous; the caravan would leave without him. What shall I do? thought Artaban. I'll go on, he decided, and he lifted his foot into the stirrup. But the sick man, sensing that his last hope was about to abandon him, groaned so pitiably that its pain resonated in the magus's heart.

"Great God!" he prayed. "You know my thoughts. You know my efforts to see you. Direct my steps! Is it not your voice of love which is speaking in my heart. I cannot pass by; I must help this unfortunate Jew."

With these words the magi returned to the sick man; he loosened his clothing and brought him some water from a nearby stream. He refreshed the man's face and moistened his dry lips. From a pack attached to his saddle his obtained some medicine, mixed it with some wine and poured it into the Jew's mouth; he rubbed his chest and hands, gave him something to sniff, and so spent many hours with the sick man. Dawn had long ago come and gone, the sun already stood high in the sky; it was approaching noon when the Jew was finally able to get to his feet. He didn't know how to thank the kind stranger.

"Who are you?" the Jew asked Artaban. "Tell me for whom I and my family should pray to God until the last of our days? And why are you so sad? What grief afflicts you?"

Artaban told him who he was and where he was going. "My friends have certainly left without me," he said sorrowfully, "and I shall not see the King of my desires."

The Jew's face lit up.

"Do not be sad, my benefactor. I can repay you in a very small way for your kindness. In my sacred scriptures it is said that the King of righteousness promised by God will be born in the city of Bethlehem of Judah. Even if your friends have left, you can make you way to Bethlehem and, if the Messiah has been born, you will find Him there."

The Jew thanked the Persian magi once again and the two men went their separate ways. Artaban turned back; it would be folly to attempt the journey through the desert alone; he needed to hire some men for protection, to buy some camels and load them with provisions and water. A week went by. He was obliged to sell one of the gems in order to equip his caravan, but Artaban didn't sorrow too much; he still had two gems. The main thing was not to be late in reaching the King. He hurried the servants, and the caravan moved as quickly as possible. Finally, they reached Bethlehem. Tired, dusty, but happy, he rode up to the first house. He went in and showered the host with questions.
"Did some men from the East come here to Bethlehem? Where did they go? Where are they now?"
The mistress of the house, a young woman, was nursing a baby and at first shied away from the stranger, but then she calmed down and related that a few days earlier some foreigners had come in search of Mary of Nazareth and had brought her baby some expensive gifts. Where they had gone-she didn't know. That very night Mary together with Joseph and the Baby had left Bethlehem to go into hiding.

"People say they went to Egypt, that Joseph had a dream and that the Lord ordained that they should flee from here."

While the mother spoke the baby fell asleep and a pure smile played on his pretty, innocent face. Artaban hadn't had time to think about this news, about what he should do next, when a commotion broke from the street: wild cries, the clanging of weapons, women wailing. Half-dressed women, their heads uncovered, their faces contorted with fear, ran through the settlement carrying their infants and crying: "Flee to safety! Herod's soldiers are killing our children!"

The face of the young mother paled, her eyes grew large. Pressing the sleeping infant to her breast, she could only say, "Save the child! Save him, and God will save you!"

Without a moment's thought, Artaban rushed to the door; there just beyond the threshold stood the troop's captain, and behind him could be seen the bestial faces of the soldiers, their swords red with the blood of innocent children. Artaban's hand as if automatically reached into his chest; he produced a bag from which he extracted one of the remaining gems and gave it to the captain.

The latter had never seen such a treasure; he clutched it greedily and rushed his soldiers away to continue their dreadful business.

The woman fell to her knees before Artaban. "May God bless you for my child! You are seeking for the King of righteousness, of love and kindness. May His face shine before you and may He look upon you with the love with which I am now looking at you."

Artaban carefully raised the woman to her feet; tears of mixed joy and sadness ran down his cheeks.
"God of truth, forgive me! For the sake of this woman and her child I gave away the precious stone which was meant for you. Will I ever see your face? Here once again I am late. I shall follow after you into Egypt." The poor magus walked for a long, long time, seeking the King of Righteousness. He traveled through many countries, he saw many different peoples, but nowhere did he find the desired object of his wanderings. His heart ached and more than once he wept bitter tears.

"Lord," he thought," how much grief, suffering and unhappiness there is everywhere. How soon will you reveal yourself and bring consolation to people's lives?"

He helped the poor, cared for the sick, consoled the unfortunate, visited prisoners. From the sale of the first gem he had money, and he spent this on helping his neighbor. The last gem, however, he carefully guarded near his heart, thinking that at least this gift he could some day bring to the King, when he found Him.

Thirty-three years had gone by since Artaban had left his homeland. His figure had become stooped, his hair white, but his heart still burned with love for the One Whom he sought so long.

One day the elderly magus heard that the Anointed One of God had appeared in Judea, and that He was performing many wondrous deeds-by a word He healed the sick, raised the dead, made saints of sinners and hopelessly wicked men. Artaban's heart began to race with joy.

"At last," he thought, trembling with emotion, "I shall find you and be able to serve you."

Arriving in Judea, he discovered that everyone was going to Jerusalem for the Feast of Passover. There, too, was the Prophet Jesus whom the magus so desired to see. Together with crowds of the faithful Artaban reached the Holy City. He found a great commotion; great multitudes of people were surging along the streets. "Where are they hurrying?" asked Artaban. "To Golgotha. It is a hill on the outskirts of the city where today, together with two thieves, Jesus Christ of Nazareth is to be crucified. He claimed to be the Son of God, the King of the Jews."

Artaban fell to the ground, weeping bitterly.

"Again... again I am late. I never had the opportunity to see you, Lord, to serve you." But perhaps it isn't too late after all. I'll go to His torturers and offer them my last remaining gem. It may be that I can buy His freedom.

Artaban arose and hastened after the crowd to Golgotha. Suddenly, at one of the cross-streets, a contingent of soldiers barred his way. They were dragging a girl to prison. Recognizing Artaban as a fellow-countryman, she seized a corner of his clothing.

"Pity me!" she begged. "Free me. I too am from Persia. My father came here to trade; he brought me and then fell ill and died. For the debts he incurred they want to sell me into slavery, for a life of shame. Save me. Save me from dishonor, save me, I beg you!"

The old magus shuddered. The former battle again broke out in his heart-to keep the gem for the Great King or give it away for the sake of the unfortunate girl? Pity for the girl won out. Artaban reached into the pouch at his breast and took out his last treasure; he gave the gemstone to the girl.
"Here, buy with this your freedom, my daughter. For thirty-three years I have guarded this treasure for my King. Evidently I am unworthy of bringing Him a gift."

While he spoke, the sky grew clouded. It was midday and yet it was dark as night. The earth shook and groaned heavily, as it were. Thunder crashed, lightning ripped the sky from end to end; a great cracking was heard; houses shook, walls rocked and stones showered down. A heavy slate tore off the roof and hit the head of the old man. He fell to the ground and lay there, pale and streaming with blood. The girl bent down to help him. Artaban moved his lips in a barely audible whisper. His face was radiant. The dying man was looking at Someone standing invisibly before him. "Lord," he uttered, "but when did I see you hungry and fed you? When did I see you thirsty and gave you to drink? Thirty-three years I looked for you and not once did I see your face; never was I able to serve you, My King." Like the slight evening breeze which caressed the hair of the dying man, there came from above a tender, unearthly voice:

"Truly I say to you, all that you ever did for your needy brothers you did for Me."

Artaban's face became transfigured. His heart at peace, he lifted his eyes thankfully to heaven and fell asleep unto all ages.

The prolonged journeying of the old magi had come to an end. He had found at last the Great King, the Saviour; his gifts had been accepted.


Merry Christmas!

Mary